Lately I am having this dilemma as to apply for employment in another country since my US employment is far from reality yet. As much as I would like to start applying, the thought of leaving Ronald behind is something I could not imagine happening the soonest time possible. Now that I am married, my priorities really changed. Even though the income abroad is very tempting and I mean really tempting, I can't afford leaving my hubby behind, not now, not yet. I just hope and pray that everything will fall into their right places. Who knows, will be having a baby first before we will be granted with our immigrant visa. Keeping my fingers crossed!