Trying....

Ronald left for Zamboanga this morning. It is the first time since we got married last december. I don't know what to feel. I mean, I'm glad that he will be able to visit his family. I'm partly sad because I will miss him for 4 days. I guess I now understand the feeling of my friends who are physically separated from their partners, especially those who are separated for years now. I can't imagine how much they miss each other. To do away with this misery, I divert my attention to my friends and of course preparing for my dad's birthday tomorrow. It's not easy not to think of him more often but I'm trying.